1. |
Afterglow
04:19
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Afterglow
I've been sinking down the ocean floor
I found something I have lost before
In a double phased world down below
We're living in the Afterglow
The weight of the past hits deep, it's critical
In a place called home, it's so cynical
Does it happen again, I thought I'm through it all
But it goes on and on again
When the weight pulls on me
And the colors fade to grey
This is not the life we're meant to live
It bursts my heart
Tears my soul apart
The void is burning me again
I hear the echoes calling echoes calling home
All I know
Wherever I will go
I will keep falling for the afterglow
The world that I knew, it has been torn apart
Give me a break, give me another shot
Every tear, every scar, every smile,
has led to nothing
If it leads to nothing
Why should I feel something
Walking on the surface
Of something I don't know
This is how it feels
Living in the afterglow
When the weight pulls on me
And the colors fade to grey
This is not the life we're meant to live
It bursts my heart
tears my soul apart
This void is burning me again
I hear the echoes calling echoes calling home
All I know
Wherever I will go
I will keep falling for the afterglow
I will keep falling
I've been sinking down the ocean floor
Where I found something I have lost before
In a double phased world down below
We're living in the Afterglow
Burst my heart
It tears my soul apart
We'll always live in the afterglow
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2. |
Meant To Live
03:53
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Meant to live
I can see all the trouble you're in
I can see that it's under your skin
And how it's moving you (change - it's gonna change - it's gonna change)
You are fighting, but no one believes
In the person you're trying to be
Is it worth it? (change - it's gonna change - it's gonna change)
But you keep moving on
Take another way
Keep your head up high
Chances come in waves
Maybe we got to sit back and take our time
Wait and pray 'til the stars align
Be the calm right before the storm
To come back again
We got memories we can not erase
We live nightmares we can not escape
But we fight
'cause we're meant to live
We feel hopeless, and fall in disgrace
We are restless, alone and afraid
But we fight
'cause we're meant to live
What has it turn to, breathe in and look back
Haven't you noticed, you're walking again
Remember the ache that has moved through your bones
Don't you feel strong with this fire
Cause you kept walking on, took another way
Kept your head up high, chances come in waves
We just need to sit back and take our time just
Wait and pray 'til the stars align
We were the calm now we are the storm
To come back again
We got memories we can not erase
We live nightmares we can not escape
But we fight
'cause we're meant to live
We feel hopeless, and fall in disgrace
We are restless, alone and afraid
But we fight
'cause we're meant to live
Change - it's gonna change
But you keep walking on
Take another way
Keep your head up high
Chances come in waves
Change - it's gonna change
We got memories we can not erase
We live nightmares we can not escape
But we fight
'cause we're meant to live
We feel hopeless, and fall in disgrace
We are restless, alone and afraid
But we fight
'cause we're meant to live
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3. |
War
03:48
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War
Something is wrong, something is going on, something that I can't see
It's like a war inside me
I'm feeling lost, feeling trapped, I think they call it anxiety
Why do I feel so empty
It's like a parasite, living inside my mind
Leaving a mess behind
Call the alert
Can't you hear this sound
Clock’s ticking but the time stands still 'cause I'm lost again
War inside me, I can't see clearly
Lights are fading but I'm blind in my prison anyway
Running backwards, get closer to the edge
Something is wrong, something is going on, something that I can't see
It's like a war inside me
I see you talking to me, but there is nothing I hear
Is this meant to be real
I feel a crack in my head, my own personal threat
Is this meant to be me
Can't you hear this sound
Clock’s ticking but the time stands still 'cause I'm lost again
War inside me, I can't see clearly
Lights are fading but I'm blind in my prison anyway
running backwards, get closer to the edge
Hoping my
steps will carry me home
I can not do this alone
war inside me
I can't see clearly
But nothing's left and everyones gone
I gotta face the storm
Running backwards
Get closer to the edge
Hoping my steps will carry my home
I can not do this alone
I feel I'm all alone here
Nothing's left and everyone's gone
I gotta face the storm
Hoping my feet will carry me home
I can not do this alone
I feel like I'm meant to be left alone
So I just hope my steps will carry me home
Can't you see the war inside me, fighting every day
Is this meant to be real, why is this all on me
It's like a parasite, living here inside my mind
I'm going down now
Call the alert
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4. |
Flightless Bird
03:35
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Flightless Bird
All this time I am locked in my own maze
I built it up from memories
I think it's quite okay
But sometimes it's bursting me with fear
When I am on my way
Try to find a way out here
It seems I just can't change
It is far too long
I feel out of breath
Will you carry on
If I can't make these steps
Will you guide me through
Will you take my hand
Will you stay with me
'til I understand
But it's like snowflakes in the summer
Like fallen leaves in Spring
I'm feeling lost and lonely when I'm in a happy place
I feel like I'm a flightless bird
Fall for each and every word
To tear my heart again
Did I make my way?
Did I get out alive?
Now that I have made it through
How can I leave behind
This will always be a memory
An oil stain on a deep blue sea
An ugly crack on a lonely street
And I have to live my life with it
But it's like snowflakes in the summer
Like fallen leaves in Spring
I'm feeling lost and lonely when I'm in a happy place
I feel like a flightless bird
Fall for each and every word
To tear my heart again
Here I go with these broken wings
I'm a flightless bird and I accept this fate
With a broken soul and heavy heart
Living from your lasting love
It's like I'm chasing down this feeling
As I try to hide away
Wish I could fly above it
But I'm lost in my own grave
And every time I try to feel
Like we're back in 2016
I hear you calling out for me
Flightless Birds we're meant to be
But it's like snowflakes in the summer
Like fallen leaves in Spring
I'm feeling lost and lonely when I'm in a happy place
I feel like a flightless bird
Fall for each and every word
To tear my heart again
I feel like a flightless bird
Fall for each and every word
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5. |
Serenade
03:31
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Serenade
It's time again to show me how you easily appear
You call for me I fall for you yeah this is how we live
It's time again you show me how you easily control my life
Sometimes you leave me but at night you'll be right here
And I
Sing you a Serenade
So you can sleep and keep me
Wide awake
You keep on pulling me down
To the darkest parts of me
I thought I never gonna live
Through these days
So here I am sing you a serenade
I tried to cut you off of me and throw us all away
But you just put me in my place and comfort me to stay
I know you won't give up on me and this is why we ain't gon' change
There ain't a single doubt about the fact that I'll be here
Sing you a Serenade
So you can sleep and keep me
Wide awake
You keep on pulling me down
To the darkest parts of me
I thought I never gonna live
Through these days
So here I am sing you a serenade
I try I try I really try
To keep you keep you off my mind
But after every turn I take I
feel you rushing through my veins
I try I try I really try
To keep you keep you off my mind
But after every turn I take
I'll still be here with you sing you a
Serenade
So you can sleep and keep me
Wide awake
And I keep singing you a
Serenade
So you can sleep and keep me
Wide awake
You keep on pulling my down
To the darkest parts of me
I thought I never gonna live
Through these days
So here I am sing you a serenade
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6. |
Oxygen
03:12
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Oxygen
In case you hear me, you might be listening
Cause you're always around me when I feel like I'm blistering
When I'm choking, when I'm down in the deepest of all the bottoms
So if you hear me say "Hi", cause I need to tell you something
I try to go, you hold me close
I felt your branches became my roots
I try to go, you call me home
I know I will surrender
So I
I pray for a remedy
I'm begging you to have mercy
On me
On my trembling, crooked soul
Do you remember the first time you got me down, 4 years ago
It has been the first time I got you to know
I try to go, you hold me close
I felt your branches became my roots
I try to go, you call me home
I know I will surrender
So I
I pray for a remedy
I'm begging you to have mercy
On me
On my trembling, crooked soul
You take my Oxygen
You steal the air that I breathe
You take my Oxygen
You pin me down and watch me bleed
What I am, is what you've made of me
Pull me down, crawling under my skin
What I am, is what you've made of me
You chew me up, spit me out and watch me bleed
I try to go, you hold me close
I try to go, you call me home
So I
I pray for a remedy
I'm begging you to have mercy
On me
On my trembling, crooked soul
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7. |
Breakout
03:34
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Breakout
I might say my mind is gone
Still I know where my heart belongs
Locked up, this misery
In sound I still can feel free
Though I feel like my mind is gone
Still I know where my heart belongs
Hang on, lend me your ears
I'll show you how, no need to fear
It's a phrase, just a line away
Open your eyes, speak to me
It's the air that we breathe into our lungs
It's the medicine that is keeping us alive
You can take all that I have
Turn my world upside down
And I might say my mind is gone
Still I know where my heart belongs
No, no, you'll never mess this, you'll never mess this
You can take all that I have
Turn my world upside down
And I might say my mind is gone
Still I know where my heart belongs
Feeling the beat inside your head
Don't you notice
Feeling it moving through your chest
Don't you know it
I am awake but living a nightmare
It's a nightmare
But I know where my heart belongs
No, no, you'll never mess this, you'll never mess this
You can take all that I have
Turn my world upside down
And I might say my mind is gone
Still I know where my heart belongs
I'm awake but living a nightmare
Is this real, do you tell me the truth
But after all that I've seen, at least I still can believe
That we're supposed to be one
So this is where my heart belongs
Run run, running dry in this lockdown
Push push, moving on 'til we breakout
Run run, running dry in this lockdown
Push push, moving on 'til we breakout
Run run, running dry in this lockdown
Push push, moving on 'til we breakout
Run run, running dry in this lockdown
But one day we will gonna breakout
We're gonna breakout
And I know where my heart belongs
I am awake but living a nightmare
Is this real, do you tell me the truth
But after all that I've seen, at least I still can believe
That we are supposed to be one
So this is where my heart belongs
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8. |
The Surface
03:06
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The Surface
That noise, it's all in my head
Calls out, I reached the surface
It's a bend and break, it's a twist of fate
I got nothing left to lose, let it go it's way
A thousand gears connected
But something inside is changing
Too dark to see, but you can feel
Subliminal thoughts, what is this meant to be
Days end, it is chasing you down
Giving in, can not take on the past right now
Locked chains in the cave of despair
You wanna come with me
I gonna be with you
I will be right here
With this cross to bear
It's all in my head
Help me out
Cause it goes faster, further, into the unknown
Moving forward, no fear, no shame, to what we could become
We are bleeding for a place, we don't belong,
Turn our backs and escape the afterglow
Going higher than we ever were before
Chasing all of our dreams, not afraid to fall
I see the surface, I'm reaching out
We built our walls, now we break it down
That noise, it's all in my head
Calls out, I have reached the surface
Tight rope, but the ties are bursting
Born to live, still I need to learn this
High hopes in a cave of despair
You wanna come with me
I gonna be with you
Step by step we move
Hear the sound that goes
Writings on the wall
Let the curtain fall
Why can't I find the last missing piece
Why do I still roam in agony
Why do I still sometimes feel like shit
Although it feels like I'm back at it
Cause it goes faster, further, into the unknown
Moving forward, no fear, no shame, to what we could become
We are bleeding for a place, we don't belong,
Turn our backs and escape the afterglow
Going higher than we ever were before
Chasing all of our dreams, not afraid to fall
I see the surface, I'm reaching out
We built our walls, now we break it down
Now we break it down
Yeah we break the surface
To live a life less worthless
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9. |
Something Inside Of Me
03:57
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Something Inside of Me
It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees,
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
It's like there's something inside of me
You say there's nothing about it
You can control all your feelings
Take a look in that mirror
Yes, your make up seems perfect
You say these problems are vanity
You'd never fall for delusion
But have you ever felt anxiety
When it's bursting all through you
let me help you to know how it feels
It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees,
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
It's like there's something inside of me
I can not stand your ignorance
can't stand your lack of respect
I hear you talking that bullshit
Over and over again
Tell me
Have you ever lost a friend you need
Have you suffered from the pain you feel
Were you ever blind to what is real
Have you ever lost the will to live
Have you ever lost the will to live?
It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees,
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
It's like there's something inside of me
On the inside you’re dead
On the outside just breathing
Everything that you want
Is to see yourself living
But what is done has been done
There is no way back to fix it
So there is something inside of you
Would you dare to admit it? Fuck!
Would you dare to admit it
It's like there's something inside of me
Something I can't see, but I feel
That there's something so dark in me
Pulling me to my knees,
So that I can't sleep, I can't feel
It's like there's something, it's fucking like there's something inside of me
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10. |
Broken Homes
03:16
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Broken Homes
There was a time, I just don't know when
I enjoyed this life, before it all began
I tried to hide from the pain I feel
And I pushed away the ones who cared for me
But burning bridges paves the way for the flood
So we gotta let it get to us
And now I know
I'm not alone
Saving myself from a broken
Home
Take me away, take me away
I've got to go
Escape my life for a second just to know
How can I move on, how can I go
Will I be safe when I leave this road
It's difficult but don't lose hope
Remember you are not alone
You are not alone
Tell me I need to try
To be better the next time
I need to push myself just a little more
Do you see the error, the twist in your head
Equal to the fear you planted in my chest
I finally understand I don't have to do a shit with your mistakes
Leave me alone
Your lies to keep your pride,
keep your illusion
you did not fuck up your god damn life
Now is the time
This is goodbye
I will escape from this broken
Home
Take me away, take me away
I got to go
Escape my life for a second just to know
How can I move on, how can I go
Will I be safe when I leave this road
It's difficult but don't lose hope
Remember you are not alone
You're not alone
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11. |
Bend And Break
03:06
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Bend and Break
Tell me something that I don't know
Tell me something to heal my soul
Cause I am lost in the storm around me
And I still can't see what I'm fighting for
I'm on the bitter path that leads straight to the catastrophe
It is pulling me down, so deep that I can't see
What sooner has been the elixir
The source of a life that's really worth to live
Tell me something that I don't know
Tell me something to heal my soul
Cause I am lost in the storm around me
And I still can't see what I'm fighting for
We bend then we break
We bend then we break
It doesn't make any sense to me
Where do we cross the line, no there is no turning back
Lift me up on a cloud and let me fly away
Too lost to care, what have I become
It is all too late, it has gone too far
(Too lost to care, what have I become)
Tell me something that I don't know
Tell me something to heal my soul
Cause I am lost in the storm around me
And I still can't see what I'm fighting for
Why does it feel so wrong
I can not stand it but it's the truth
Cause I am lost in the storm around me
and I still can't see what I'm fighting for
We bend then we break
It doesn't make any sense to me
What would I sacrifice
Just to feel alright
There is just no fucking sense to me
We bend then we break
Tell me something that I don't know
Tell me something to heal my soul
Cause I am lost in the storm around me
And I still can't see what I'm fighting for
Why does it feel so wrong
I can not stand it but it's the truth
Cause I am lost in the storm around me
and I still can't see what I'm fighting for
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12. |
Imprisoned
03:42
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Imprisoned
When you walk on empty streets
When you're swimming through a sea of tears
Could you start believing
When the panic rises up
And you know it's far too much
What is keeping you to run
Cause there is more to live
There's more to take and you got more to give
It feels difficult but if you really try
You can rise and shine
When the ground begins to shake
And the fire bursts your dreams
And the pressure is too much to take
What is holding you to stay
When their eyes are on your steps
And you don't know how to act
And why you're acting at all
You know you’re different
You haven't always been what they want
But when it's over
You're starting to be someone you love
Hands up to the sky
Wave the past goodbye
I'll be there if you need me
When the ground begins to shake
And the fire bursts your dreams
And the pressure is too much to take
What is holding you to stay
It's not too late
I'll bear the weight
Spread your wings and fly away
You ain't just someone, you are the change
Can't hold on, can't hold on to the madness
Can't move on, moving right to the darkness
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